Pick an Island...

We need to pick an island. To go all in, one one side of the water or the other. For the last year and now into this one, I have straddled the breach between this outport and the main- straining into a split, to make ends meet. While this makes one more flexible, it doesn't allow for much in the way of repose.

Dave is, quite literally, at square one. Renting the same house he started in when he first came to the island 18 years ago. The same house, almost two decades later. One could argue it hasn't aged as well as him, though he might argue they aged apace. At forty-one, he could echo his mid-twenties: buy a piece of land, and build anew while renting this house. Buying an existing house isn't an option, since the starting price for the current "for sale" crop is $600,000. No, I perjure myself. The house we are in is for sale, at a price less tempting than a better piece of land and a home constructed with our own mistakes, more lovingly maintained. Financially, this means paying rent while trying to make enough money to build a new home in a location that requires all materials to be barged out.

Needing to investigate the alternative, we took a day to tour homes on the other island. As we talked to the Realtor about the realities of life on the outer edges of the coast- the costs, the lugging, the sparse services and minimal employment options- it made us wonder why anyone would choose that life, a life that doesn't serve their better financial interests. We looked at homes- our major requirements were a bit of land, a bit of privacy. There was one house, just off a busy street, that sat surprisingly secluded down a drive of disrepair, among the kindest copse of hardwoods one might ever meet. The land was grown up, the house somewhat ashamble- but it was ineffably sweet. A place you could pump money, sweat, and love into, and be repaid tenfold by quality of life. While we were poking and prodding, and walking about, the sky blackened, the clouds cracked, and the rain began to pour down. Sheltered beneath the canopy of the maples, we barely felt a drop. I left not just a little in love.

The visits were somewhat downhill from there, each one a reminder that this was a bigger island, with more people, more conveniences, more cars, more everything- except for what was less. Less quiet, less forced intimacy with the neighbors. More wildness, less wilderness.

It felt- suburban. Downeast suburban, but suburban nonetheless.

After two years on the unbridged island, my sense of scale shifted. After a year of living on one and working on the other, I feel I've lost my equilibrium altogether.

Astronomical Aberrations in the Island Microcosm

Funny thing about assorted town duties- they pile up and preclude the composition of personal essays (especially in Junejulyaugust).

It's now September.

Now normally, summer blazes by: all the energy, work, and closening quarters compressing, compressing into the blue streak fury of August... then

Red Shift.

It takes the island eight or nine months of dormancy to recover.

This year, September did not bring the shift. Yes, the weather changed- the longed for clarity is here. The crowds are less crowded. The day affords fewer hours of light. The season is changing as is meet and proper.

But there is no sense of island-as-sanatorium. Every evening a meeting; every day still some to-do. The summer schedule persists. The frequency of meetings is no less intense.

And we persevere (grumbling) saying "surely in October..."

red like the leaves, the cranberries...